people tell me I’m too cold and empathetic.
I’m silent because I’m feeling so much. And it’s overwhelming.

These days are really hard.

Not only did being diagnosed with Aspergers save my life, it completely enriched it. Through it (and a friend) I found a job that I love. Through it I have clarity, reasons, and closure.
In the past six months, I’ve began and done more than I was ever mentally and physically able to.

I’m halfway finished with the book I’m writing, and completing my bachelors degree in a field I am in love with.

Even though I still feel like I only use my left foot, I now know why. I don’t think life has ever brought me the happiness I feel nowadays.



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Polly Brown

Barcode collar detail. Alexander Wang S/S 2015.